Bryan Lee - Death and Roses Lyrics

Man, isnt it crazy
We dont love then till they're gone for good
But we dont realize till that time
Death and roses

Yea i dont know what it is
But its something inside
I still feel you around
It feels like you never died
Like you never left
Your smell still sticks around
When im rapping and singing
I still hear your voice in my head
But the only time i really hear you is in the videos i have
Of the songs we made
I keep them close
Cause once im up on that stage
Ill be thinkin of you
Ya wanna hear some real shit
Ill tell ya but ya dont wanna feel this
Ya dont wanna hear this
Cause most of ya can relate
Once i say it
Most of ya will call me fake
None of ya will never give
But see somethin wrong when someone takes
No one cares till he takes
Your loved one
And shows you why you lost em
The dead receives more flowers
Than the living
Cause regret is our strongest enemy and
We end up taking them for granted
So love em while you have em
Before time shows and takes them
I wish thats what i did but

I reminisce on the dark side
Death and roses
Ya dont wanna face the truth
Cause thats when depression arises
But we keep it movin
While we're alive and
Ill say it one more time
For the ones in the back

I reminisce on the dark side
Death and roses
Ya dont wanna face the truth
Cause thats when depression arises
But we keep it movin
While we're alive and
Ill say it one more time
For the ones in the back

Why didnt you love me when i was alive
The depression got me
Now im more than just dead inside
Im actually gone
No longer a call away
But ill come in your dreams
To remind you some time today
That im still here
And that im watchin over you
To see you conquer the world
And be a better you
If i was still there then id write these songs with you
But i know you can hear me when im speakin to you
No i hear you from up there
I still wipe my tears from now and then
But im so sorry
Where do i begin
Im just so scared
To hear what youd say
Cause we never got the chance to have the closure
I shouldve never told you to leave
I was hurtin so bad
And that pain turned to anger
Now im missin you more than ever
Knowing that ill never see you again
Its still tearing me up inside 4 years later

I reminisce on the dark side
Death and roses
Ya dont wanna face the truth
Cause thats when depression arises
But we keep it movin
While we're alive and
Ill say it one more time
For the ones in the back

I reminisce on the dark side
Death and roses
Ya dont wanna face the truth
Cause thats when depression arises
But we keep it movin
While we're alive and
Ill say it one more time
For the ones in the back