BRVAN - God Knows (feat. el.stxn) Lyrics

God knows, I need to let go
I've been holding on to things that even I don't
Know why it's still here, why it's still in my hands
The vulnerable art is the one that can reach the heart of the person stuck in the dark, or the one that's falling apart
I use the music as a medicine to reach for the stars
I use the lyrics as a therapist when times would get hard
I'd feel paralyzed, no feeling inside
Would always wear a disguise, wouldn't show a thing in my eyes
Healing might not always be strong suit
Jesus take the wheel, gave me some hold on to
God knows, I need to let go
I've been holding on to things that even I don't
Know why it's still here, why it's still in my hands
I had to wash my sins away, I take it back
I'm wondering why these memories still here
I thought I left you in the past
I keep running from all my problems like I am being under attack
In Christ's arms, I know I'm safe just like we out here playing tag
I paint a picture but we paint outside the frame
I've been hurt so much that at this point I just do not feel pain
I've seen downfalls, I've seen valleys after all I overcame
I just call out my Lord Jesus because that's a powerful name
He the light unto my feet like I follow a light pole
I need Christ 24-7, Lord just keep me close
Call me a Jesus freak but I am not a sight show
And some things that I don't understand but only God knows
God knows, I need to let go
I've been holding on to things that even I don't
Know why it's still here, why it's still in my hands
God knows, God knows
God knows, God knows, God knows
I don't