Lyrics Written by: Natalie Brown)
V1
I feel a challenge in my soul today
Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday
How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true
When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new
I feel the twisting of my soul today
Something is challenging my perceptions
And what IÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ'm going through is hard
And I admit, right now IÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ'm not O.K. So...
Chorus:
Right now, I am confused
Right now, I donÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ't exactly know what to choose
This day feels so unlike the rest
Right now, I am confused
V2
I feel a burden in my spirit today
Feels like everything that IÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ've ever trusted in
Has been washed away
I feel like IÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ'm grappling for the truth
DonÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ't understand decisions that I made while in my youth
In my mind I know I gotta live with what IÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ've chosen
But in my heart I struggle
ÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂCuz I canÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ't live with a heart thatÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ's frozen
Inside my heart and soul just want to fly
Bridge:
All my questions came to late
I donÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ't get a chance to reevaluate?
Can not bear to live with choices I made
Gonna make a change Feel a change in my soul today
Gonna let the past fade away
WonÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂ't be confused no more