Brother Beair - 20 Years Old - Prod. YoungAsko Lyrics

I'm 20 years old, I'm still barely livin'
Stuck in my ways and I'm stuck in my feelin's
Battle against these invisible villains
Needa get off the coast and to make all these millions
Still live in the same house
Still makin' the same sounds
Try to chase all these hunnies and make all this money
But in my account there's no change to amount.
I'm 20 years old, I'm still barely livin'
Stuck in my ways and I'm stuck in my feelin's
Battle against these invisible villains
Needa get off the coast and to make all these millions
Still live in the same house
Still makin' the same sounds
Try to chase all these hunnies and make all this money
But in my account there's no change to amount.
I've lost all my friends now I'm losin' myself
Too focused on the hunt for the wealth
Worth the cheap liquor but want the top self
Too close to the sun, now my wings gonna melt.
But I only got myself to blame
I'll lay in my bed and I'll walk with the shame
Sister said wear that shit like your name
Learn from mistakes or nothing gonna change.
Whatchu gonna do when all these homies end up leavin you?
And, whatchu gonna say when all these girlies do not want to play?
Do you know who to thank,
When nobody's been there when you sank?
Yeah
I know that it's hard but you gotta keep pushin' even with no fuel in the tank.
I need my Luck Dragon I feel like Atreyu
Someone that just gonna be there to save you
If you love me, then I'll love you back and I'll watch your back and I'll never betray you.
To be honest that's all I need
Someone who'll be there when I can't breathe
Only find them in my dreams
I'm all alone that's what it seems
I worry 'bout rap more I do my own family
That is true facts and that shit really scare me
My mumma don't know me
Yeah, not even barely
Sorry for times that I treat you unfairly
Rappin so hard I do my own head in
Blinded by sweat, don't know where I'm headin'
Gotta make it work
I pray for a rest, I'm on my knees beggin'
These demons in the night, in my mind they just fight yeah
Easier to say that I'm alright, I'm alright yeah
Needa calm my mind, sooth my soul, heal my heart
But, I am not alright, please don't leave me in the dark
I'm 20 years old, I'm still barely livin'
Stuck in my ways and I'm stuck in my feelin's
Battle against these invisible villains
Needa get off the coast and to make all these millions
Still live in the same house
Still makin' the same sounds
Try to chase all these hunnies and make all this money
But in my account there's no change to amount
I'm 20 years old, I'm still barely livin'
Stuck in my ways and I'm stuck in my feelin's
Battle against these invisible villains
Needa get off the coast and to make all these millions
Still live in the same house
Still makin' the same sounds
Try to chase all these hunnies and make all this money
But in my account there's no change to amount