Brooke Livingston - self-conscious Lyrics

I learned the creaks of his floor
So his roommates wouldn't know
I parked my car in the back lot
So they'd assume I went home
I think he turns out the big light
But maybe I'm just self-conscious
Cuz he has such a big life
And I draw pictures in his carpet
I bite my tongue when they say his name
They tell me secrets I already know
And I lie to them and say oh my god no way
I don't know him like that so I would have never known
But he tells me I'm lovely
He tells me he wants this
She comes back in the morning
And works got her so stressed
That he will fix this
When all is good again
And it won't be a problem
But there is no problem
He just doesn't love me
And I know it