Oh No I'm falling off again
No Hope heart fails and I'm dyin
Oh god I know this is the end
But i know the pain is just about to begin
Wake up, it just happened again
Blanked Out, I don't know where I am
Pop pills and then I'm feeling fine
But it's not too long until I'm out of time
Again, I die
Get reborn then cry
And I really just can't handle it
Oh god I can't f*cking handle it
Papers fill up my hand again
Lectures from all my paid off friends
Help costs but despair never ends
Cause I already know im gonna do it again
Oh god it's just like what I've read
Spiraling down inside my head
Circles around there's no hope for me
There's just no end to my misery
I wish that I wished that I was dead
Cause I just live in fear instead
Maybe I'll get used to it
But I don't wanna get f*cking use to it
Oh isn't it lovely
What these meds do to me
I'm weightless
I forget
Everything
Till the doubts creep back
Till the doubts creep back
Till the doubts creep back
Till the doubts creep back
I still can't stoping dying inside
New pills promise to heal my mind
Maybe I should keep my anxiety
I can't see life being worry free
And I don't know I don't know I don't know anything I don't know what the f*ck to do