Door slams and I'm prisoner
Unwelcome interior
Slick facade turned to broken glass
Victim to the cruel mirage
A tall hand painted Russian doll, collected and confined
Hollow inside
I never held the magic
Learned to cope without it
The sisterhood I dreamed
Locked the gates and threw away the key
I never held the magic
Learned to cope without it
The sisterhood I dreamed
Locked the gates and threw away the key
I'm cornered in the house of envy
Head so manic, place so empty
Trying to reinvent me
Lost pages in the fabric of reality, yeah
Cold hard stone against my back
Tears I cried turned the marble black
Looking out at the life I've made
Couldn't stand from the crushing weight
Not what you expected
Less than you had wanted
But when I'm expecting things
Is when they get away from me
Drives me to insanity
I'm cornered in the house of envy
Head so manic, place so empty
Trying to reinvent me
Lost pages in the fabric of reality, yeah
And I don't think I wanna live like this anymore
Wonder if I'll ever find myself for sure
I don't think I wanna live like this anymore
I don't ever wanna lose my shit alone
Ah, ah, of envy
Ah, ah
In the house