Brinkworth - In My Soul Lyrics

See lately I been feeling like I need to quit
Something really needs to give
Cuz trust me I don't need this shit
Everyday i fight to keep these demons deep inside me if they see them
They don't like me yet they hate me when I'm secretive
See sometimes I don't feel the need to speak on it
Feel too weak to see you with that look like you don't feel me
Never listen to me clearly so still blame it on the weed and shit
Too self absorbed to notice I'm the person that we need to fix
Instead I put my focus onto your problems
Help you go through hurdles everyday it's not just your problems
Share the weight of everything you face
Know my support's solid
But when I look to you in search of help... you say we've all got it
You'd think that life would more easy tho when you're honest
Yet they don't believe me when I tell them but applaud gossip
I could go like cole and drop a flow to make ya jaw drop if
Only I could get over the downfall of my false prophets

I need to let then know
No matter what is happening I have to have it known
No matter what the distance It's consistent with my growth
No matter what I do know I can feel it in my soul
I feel it in my soul
I feel it in my soul
Everyone who's ever left me questioning their goals
I never meant to hurt you
Never meant to see you go
It was never meant to be
I still feel it in my soul

Cuz I don't think that I will ever fit in here
If I continue living here it's likely I could dissappear
There's nothing left to hold me down no reason for me sticking here
But something deep inside me won't allow me like my limits here
But there's a deeper type of purpose
Learnt to reach beneath the surface
Go deeper than the furnaces of lucifer
I'm searching trying to seek out and unearth if there's a secret to this yearning
For some peace up on this earth cuz I don't what happy is
But when I did I felt guilt so bad I let go of my happiness
They quick to tell me that I'm
That I'm mad but if
I'm really that crazy why they adding to the damage if
The way I ams too much for you
I understand and let you go
But why you try to turn this into something it was never know
That you can tell your people what you want but they'll forget it
Me I put my truth into the songs so it's set in stone

I'll never let it go
No matter what is happening I have to have it known
No matter what the distance It's consistent with my growth
No matter what I do know I can feel it in my soul
I said I feel it in my soul
I feel it in my soul
Everyone who's ever left me questioning their goals
I never meant to hurt you
Never meant to see you go
It was never meant to be
Though I feel you in my soul

Feel you in my soul
Feel you in my soul
Still I feel you in my soul
Feel you in my soul
Feel you in my soul

I have to let you know
No matter where I go
No matter what is happening i have to have it known
No matter what the distance it's consistent with my growth
No matter what I do
Know i can feel it in my soul
I feel you it my soul
Feel it in my soul
Everyone who's ever left me questioning my goals
I never meant to hurt you
Never meant to see you go
Its never meant to be though i still feel you in my soul
I feel you in my soul