Brinkworth - An Introduction Lyrics

Welcome to my world
Come and take a look inside of it
Open up your minds for a moment
This a moment you won't like to miss
Insights a gift you'll find within the darkness you're residing in
The slightest glint of lights enough to find enough to fight again
To find enough to rise again
At night you'll find me vibein til i find enough to write again
I try to vent my feelings keep no secrets put my life in text
Cuz if I don't describe the things inside my head then I'd be dead
I know it's sad to say it
But I have to say it
Many times I'd wish that I could die so I don't have to take this
Weight upon my shoulders way too much to bare
Not sleeping or not eating right
Lethargic and I know it takes too much to care
Life ain't fair and that's not a myth
It's full of shattered dreams and broken promises
And I'm telling you now cuz you're gonna live
Something way worse I can promise this
You can count on one hand all the man
That you meet in your life that will know what honest is
And to be honest I been on this on my own grind
By now I should have been accomplished in my own right
But it's hard to get a piece out here
When you cannot find the solace in your own mind
So I had to make this promise on my own
I've fought for the cause walked the course in my own time
05 Road to improvement, reached the conclusion
You can never finish what you started if you slow out here
Cuz everybody tryna fly
So if you listen to my lyrics you will find
That I can make a difference I'm so different that I find
That im standing on my own out here
So close to the edge I can see my fate
I take a deep breath as I breach the tape
Lord knows it's a leap that I need to take
So Ok now before that I jump
I gotta question
Tell me are you down for the cause
Will you really be around to support
Are you really gonna pick me from the ground if I fall ??
If you're calling it love
Here's a question
If I tell you that I'm out to record
If you ring me and im really not about for the call
Will you think that I'm just busy or be out of the door?
See I've found out before
That no matter how deep you're in love you can lose it
Let me tell you that the key is the trust
And no matter how you feel you just can't get it back if you abuse it
No matter the excuses
No matter what they do if
You think that I'm telling you a lie then
Look into my eyes
And I can guarantee that you will see exactly what the truth is
Lord knows that I do this
I ain't gotta prove shit
By myself I been doing this a long time
Long nights battling my demons that harass me
As I'm dreaming it's no wonder I can never say I'm on time
You gotta have a strong mind
And that's something I struggle with
See they know about Brinkworth
But haven't got a clue what "Double" did
They don't know a thing about that
What they talk in their bars know I been about that
What you know about keys in the freezer a week and you need more
It's cold but I been about that
I done walked cross the coals of the fire so close to the wire
4 Years made a living like that
Shouldn't be living like that
But the position im at
Right now i could bring it right back
Cuz I been so low down on my knees
In myself I couldn't show no belief
I seen things that my eyes wish that I'd never seen
The images so vivid in my mind I can see
That no matter how hard that I find this to be
This the moment I been waiting all this time just to see
So I rise to my feet
Breathe
I take strength from the times I was weak
Cuz its hard out here
Cuz everybody tryna fly
So if you listen to my lyrics you will find
That I can make a difference I'm so different that I find
That im standing on my own out here
So close to the edge I can see my fate
I take a Deep breath as I breach the tape
Lord knows it's a leap that I need to take
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