A raging torrent, a gentle stream
Are there no restful places for me
It seems there are no
Healthy in betweens
I'm either falling or
I am in a dream
For the the sake of simplicity
I will skip the usual gimmickry
So, yes I do
Take creamer in my coffee
I'm always two steps behind of who I'm supposed to be
Yet another river
Burst its banks on new years eve
I'm not gonna procrastinate
Or be fooled by my own misbeliefs
This year I'll keep a journal
And write down all the days
That I'm not panicked, when i'm unafraid,
Then maybe I'll be okay
I'll be okay