We carved our names in the cement
And we slept with our bodies together
You were warm but not too warm
And I could smell dirt on you
I could smell myself on you
I just remember thinking that
I loved nothing more at that point then god
But I also remember thinking that
I loved you just as much as I loved god
And even more then I loved god at points
I couldn't reconcile it in my head
There is no way to understand
There is no way to make you understand
I know I've tried to explain
But the words curl up and hide
There is no better way
There is no brighter day
Let's leave it alone
Don't touch me alone
I won't pray you love me
I won't pray at all
I won't