Brightsides - When I Fall Apart (feat. Maria Lynn) Lyrics

Honest to God
I'm afraid of failure
I see you think that I wear unbreakable armor
But I'm no prince

Couldn't even break my fingers
Couldn't even change her bones
Couldn't even save my family
Couple years without a home
Couldn't even pray with constance
Couldn't even change my heart
Couldn't prepare for futures

When I fall apart
When I fall apart
When I fall apart
When I fall apart

It's sitting in my darkest failures
Hoping no ones home
It's another defeat after defeat
Another trying to breathe and leave and scream

Reminding me that effort's hopeless
You should go back home
Run away son don't face this
Run away son don't face this
I've made myself alone

When I fall apart
When I fall apart
When I fall apart
When I fall apart

I know it's just a circle
The words inside my head
Sometimes breathing helps

Until it doesn't help
And I know I'm afraid of losing my way
But I can't see through compulsions to stay here
Locked in my bedroom
Face to the floor
Is there a savior out there

Is anybody out there
I'm locked inside

It's sitting in my darkest failures
Hoping no ones home
It's another defeat after defeat
Another trying to breathe and leave and scream

Reminding me that effort's hopeless
You should go back home
Run away son don't face this
Run away son don't face this
I've made myself alone

When I fall apart
When I fall apart
When I fall apart
When I fall apart