Every year, every life I've known without you
Swallows me like the river drinks the rain
And if I find myself again without you
Heaven knows I'll love you all the same
And I've been lying to say I'm fine
And I've been lying awake all night
And I see your eyes when I close mine
And I die every time
Every other life I've lived is fading out
Nothing left but the rivers and the stars
And if I find myself fading out
Heaven knows I'll fade into your arms
And I've been lying to say I'm fine
And I've been lying awake all night
And I see your eyes when I close mine
And I die every time
Tell me what's new with this new hurricane
Tell me why I should be afraid
Maybe I'm drowning in this hurricane
Maybe I should just enjoy the fade
And I've been lying to say I'm fine
And I've been lying awake all night
And I see your eyes when I close mine
And I die every time
Tell me what's new with this new hurricane
Tell me why I should be afraid
Call me out cold, call me a renegade
But I don't think I'm lying when I say
That maybe I'm drowning in this hurricane
But maybe it's the reason that I stay
And maybe I've been drowning for you anyway
So maybe I should just enjoy the fade
Maybe I should just enjoy the fade
Maybe I should just enjoy the fade