Cross my heart and hope to die
I can't do no more goodbyes
Thought you'd be right by my side
But I caught you in a lie
You were the light
Now I'm dead inside
Tryna figure out
Where I went wrong
Where I belong
All along
All along
I been through some things
Fighting all these demons
Coming out in all my dreams
I'm willing to admit that I'm f*cking with the lean
I'm willing to admit that I might just pop a bean
Knife to the back and you just let me bleed
I just wanna know why it's him and not me
Running up these stacks yeah, I'm just trnya scheme
Distract me from the pain in my heart that won't leave
Cross my heart and hope to die
I can't do no more goodbyes
Thought you'd be right by my side
But I caught you in a lie
You were the light
Now I'm dead inside
Tryna figure out
Where I went wrong
Where I belong
All along
All along
Through your eyes I could see that we weren't gonna last
I just wanna know why you kept me in your past
Hit me on my phone, talking shit and then you laughed
I ain't give a f*ck, got 200 on the dash
All the way to the bankroll, money everyday
I shoulda known when I wandered to LA
That you never really loved me, you just wanted me to stay
Now I'm mixing all these drugs yeah just to numb the pain
Cold blood, in your veins
I shoulda seen that you'd never change
Don't know what to say, just stuck in a maze
Everything you did but I still can't stay away
Cross my heart and hope to die
I can't do no more goodbyes
Thought you'd be right by my side
But I caught you in a lie
You were the light
Now I'm dead inside
Tryna figure out
Where I went wrong
Where I belong
All along
All along