Brice Baker - These Spirits Lyrics

This drink in my hand doesn't taste like the man that I thought I'd be when I was a kid
Cause it's 3 in the morning and I haven't done shit for days
These days I'm anxious more often than not
So I medicate like a man who got lost long ago
Watch me smoke
These thoughts in my head they don't sound like my best
Hell they don't even sound like they're mine
So I jumped out the window to fall to my death
But it was only about 3 feet high

Tomorrow I'll do it again
Ain't it f*cked up
How I know it's f*cked up too?
But good god almighty
These spirits they guide me
And I'm gonna follow 'em through

This drink in my hand man it's all that I am
Think I broke
I don't know
Sorry kid
But it's 6 in the morning and the sun's sending me to my cave
These days, these days I'm closing up
These days, these days there's nothing in my bones

Take me back to the sun
Where there's light on my skin
And a call in my throat
Take it back
I'm done

Tomorrow I'll do it again
Ain't it f*cked up
How I know it's f*cked up too?
But good god almighty
These spirits they guide me
And I'm gonna follow 'em through