I'm laying in my bed just thinking in my head like what the hell's going on
My thoughts are spiraling up like a tea cup at the amusement park
I'm riding with my baby now and he's asking me, girl what's up
I can't explain, I won't explain, trying to figure it out for myself
I love you, yes I do
I want you, and yeah that too
But I just need some time to get my mind right
I'm on a coaster that I want off
This stupid shit seems to never stop
I'm done with the games, no more playing with my brain
Insecurities, they're taking over
Trust issues, yeah I'm lost in this world
I just need some time so I can figure out my mind
I'm going insane, yeah I'm breaking away
I'm laying in my bed just thinking in my head like what the hell's going on
My thoughts are spiraling up like a tea cup at the amusement park
I'm riding with my baby now and he's asking me, girl what's up
I can't explain, I won't explain, trying to figure it out for myself