I've been trying to figure it out
I got a map but it's only half drawn out
Roadblocks here and there
I've got down smelling the roses
On my way to better days
I think I've got too many choices
That I can't seem to pick
It seems that now I just wish
Someone would tell me how to do it right
I guess that's just how it is
I've been dreaming and I've been thinking
I've experienced lessons and I've got questions
Would like to hear from Heaven
I'm standing at a crossroads
Need to walk home
I'm needing some direction
Some days it seems like I'd rather just not
I'd have a remote for my clock
If I just sit here and waste away, another might steal my spot
People tell me what they want me to do
I tell them move 'cause I'll improve, I just don't want to be you
There is no atlas that can have this life
And I won't say it's immaculate
I'd rather be open and honest
I fall in pits and climb mountians, but we've got to see who is strongest
I've been dreaming and I've been thinking
I've experienced lessons and I've got questions
Would like to hear from Heaven
I'm standing at a crossroads
Need to walk home
I'm needing some direction
So I try, all by design
At this beautiful mess we call life