I've been feeling sick of looking at my life through someone else's lens
Usually don't care what you think but we both know it depends
They told me to make my own path
So thats what i did
I etched the devil's name into the skin on my legs
They told me to change my whole self
I fought back but i did
Become the bastard son of a lost cause & New England gothic
I'll never be the person i once thought i would be
Thought i'd be dead by now
Shout out to the unconventional philosophy
I'm coming to terms with my path
I've got a therapist again
Go home take all the crosses off of my wall
I f***ing changed my whole self
And i'll do it again
Become the bastard Bill Wilson & EMDR
And oh, oh, oh its really hard
I like to be alone but i won't go far
There's hope in the strangest places
If not your heart
Just step out onto the rode and let the bulls**t start
Just step out onto the rode and let the bulls**t start