I seek forgiveness
I seek an answer
It's getting harder to hold on
I don't know who I am
I don't know where I am
It wears me down
It wears me out
I just want to sleep all day
Nervous breakdown here we go again
Another relapse another chance
To redeem myself again
Redeem myself again
So sick I can't believe it
It's in my head and I feed it
I dream it still don't believe it