Brezee - Rotten Fruits Lyrics

Depression.
Is a word I REFUSE to describe the way i'm feeling at this moment
But all these thoughts in my head is tearing me up like a hurricane
But let me share with you what's going on in my head
Let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree
You have no god damned right to be up in there next to my leaves
Somebody come and help me chop these rotten fruits down in my tree
You don't look good just hanging there, you're making it so ugly
But, let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree
The stars shining my universe, it makes it all so beautiful
But one by one, keep falling down cuz i'm the one delusional
& the Mauna I supposed to look up to (yeah you)
Is the one I had to CRUSH to push on through (yes you)
Everything I do, it seems like life is testing me (rot fruits)
All the vultures up above waiting to eat a piece of me
All the songs of joy within my life lyrics disappearing (rot fruits)
It's tearing me apart everyday, someone help me
Let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree (ooh lord)
(look at my tree, it's making me ugly)
You have no god damned right to be up in there next to my leaves (ooh yeah)
(this negativity taking over my body)
But, let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits down in my tree
(look at my tree, it's making me ugly)
You don't look good just hanging there, you're making it so ugly (yeah)
(this negativity taking over my body)
So let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree
(look at these fruits, look at all these rotten fruits)
Every morning waking up I feel so damned confused
The blackened thoughts within my mind been clouding up my views
Of good & positivity I try to push on through
But the weight of negativity keeps smashing out the good
Like a damaged dam I plug a hole with a finger, two then three (rot fruits)
The black flow of depression keeps pouring down on me
Begging for some hope some miracle to bestow on me (rot fruits)
But the war within my mind, battle lost apparently
Let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree (yeah)
(look at my tree, it's making me ugly)
You have no god damned right to be up in there next to my leaves (ooh lord)
(this negativity taking over my body)
Somebody come and help me chop these rotten fruits down from my tree
(look at my tree, it's making me ugly)
You don't look good just hanging there, you're making it so ugly (yeah)
(this negativity taking over my body)
But, let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree
(look at these fruits, look at all these rotten fruits)
But, let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree
(this negativity, this negativity)
Somebody come and help me chop these rotten fruits down from my tree
(this negativity taking over my body)
But, let me tell you 'bout some rotten fruits up in my tree
So now you guys know what's in my head, everyday kicking me down
But, bring it on bra, all that negativity
Cuz I'm STRONG, I LIVE life....
POSITIVE!