brennann - can i just exist? Lyrics

I'll put in to start
A slow decay
Why should I care if the world goes on another day?
Pray these nothings
Won't turn something
When I hide away
Pray that everything I did will all be gone that day
'Cause this was the last thing I had left
Before I start thinking these complex subjects
With telephone wire wrapped around my neck
Why do I think that anyone's gonna be impressed
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A half a moon and an entire heart
I put in the key
I really hope it starts
The trees are waking up
They're as dead as ever
Natural tragedies
The morning weather
Just let me go to sleep
Leaves rustle and roam
I'm scared of stepping forward
That's how everything goes
I feel an icy touch
Up against my skin
I don't wanna see
(I don't wanna see)
It's the dead of night
Light as a feather
I hear the whirring sounds
Coming from the projector
I'm looking at a bar graph of my entire life
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna fight
A leaf will fall from a tree like everyday
The skies gradient shifts until it eventually fades
Stuck in my head
Yeah, I'm mentally fazed
Distance between me and you I didn't mean to be spaced
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Can
I
Just
Exist?