I don't know why I'm not as happy I thought that everything was better if I could only run
Driving down another lonely highway new places and new faces where I could be someone
Who didn't bring all her mistakes to every new beginning she thought she'd make
I wanna be clean free from the pain inside of me
I wanna be clean Free from the heartache that has followed me
I wanna be clean
Building walls with mud-stained hands
Makes it difficult for me to try to build something brand new
I can't let go of who I was the drought of desperation kept me from standing in the storm
I keep bringing my mistakes to every new beginning I thought I'd made
I wanna be clean free from the pain inside of me
I wanna be clean free from the heartache that has followed me
Standing in the rain it all seems clear in pain and guilt and shame hope is near
I wanna be clean free from the pain inside of me
I wanna be clean free from the heartache that has followed me
I can be clean free from the pain inside of me
I can be clean free from the heartache that has followed me
I can be clean