Breezy Tha 3rd - My Thoughts ReCollected Lyrics

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This the realest that I ever wrote
This the realest that I ever spoke
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This the realest that I ever wrote
This the realest that I ever spoke
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You get the message I been saving notes
Sitting on the block I was toting some vicious
Known as the little one who always in the mixes
I was just a youngin all I needed was to grow
But they left me in the drought so I'm the one who did the fishing
Chilling I'm relaxing I been talking to the misses
I know this shit ain't perfect but just tell me how to fix it
Girl my heart my heart been feeling pain can't you hear you hear it when I sang
I been down up on my knees I'm begging you please can you listen
Never doubt the hustle it's a struggle to the story
Classify yo knowledge cuz they hate to see yo glory
At least that's how I felt I played the cards that I was dealt
I'm stuck between emotions that's some shit I never felt
I been tossing and I'm turning man these thoughts caused me to melt
I'm thankful for your presence it's yo energy that helps
I swear I feel insane it's been heavy on my brain
Lord I'm praying for my home cuz that's a problem in itself
Reminiscing man I miss my brother to the death
I'll sacrifice my life if you can have another breathe
I'm running out of energy don't know what all is left
I lost my pops this year I been grieving taking steps
My auntie been a savior I been praying for the best
I owe her everything so now I can't afford to rest
My family is in need lord can you help me feed the nest
I'm praying for your guidance feelings heavy on my chest
Sitting on the block I was toting some vicious
Known as the little one who always in the kitchen
I was just a youngin all I needed was attention
But they left me in the drought so I'm the one they scared to mention
Chilling I'm relaxing I been thinking bout the digits
I know this shit ain't perfect but just tell me will you listen
Girl my heart my heart been feeling pain do you hear you hear it when I sang
I been down up on my knees I'm asking why you never listen
I'm tryna hold my ground feels like I'm failing shit a mess
I know the Lord been watching as I struggled with his test
Can't you see that I'm in need I'm feeling lifted off these trees
I been desperate for your help it's like I'm moving playing chess
Heart been feeling cold the way they left me in the set
Wake up from the nightmares dreams they got me breaking sweats
It got me losing sleep I feel I'm drowning in the deep I been swimming til I make it just so I can say I'm next
This the realest that I ever wrote
This the realest that I ever spoke
This pen and paper I been taking notes
You get the message I been saving quotes