Breathless - The Beast Lyrics

I've got demons in the mirror
What do they see
I've got demons in the mirror
Oh they're lookin at me

I owe myself an apology (Im sorry)
Cuz I probly shoulda broke the monotony and been a child prodigy
Had I raised myself properly
Coulda been swimming in benjamins playin that real life monopoly
The dark life has got to me
Yes I am the belly of the beast that released up for offering
I hear my coffin sing to me
Oh the most beautiful melodies of dreams that it could bring to me
My life is so ringaling im master of the circus
Only I can tame the demons that are masterful with purpose
As they rise to the surface, im nervous of the movement
Im high strung as f*ck so I herb just for the mood switch
My thick skin they rippin thru, I possessional split in two
Projecting my professional gift to you
Cuz they told me I got shit to do, this body is a vessel
My purpose is to live and put that mortal one to rest too

I've got demons in the mirror
What do they see
I've got demons in the mirror
Oh they're lookin at me

The doctors say my heart's weak, but I say that im a beast
And I pray that im released, and im claimin my defeat
I know that im a soldier and im strong and that's the deal
But my whole damn composure is becoming so surreal
I feel so alone, cant get a moment to myself
I have comfort in my home, but I have comfort in my wealth
Hell hath no fury but im insatiably raging
For that judgemental day im impatiently waiting
See I hate the unknown, but im scared to know the truth
For my fate has been shown, and im prepared for the move
How dare I be fooled, thinking im mediocre
The reflection pulled right thru the mirror to choke hold
All bars, no holds, war scars so old, all heart so bold, got damn so cold
Feel like the whole world is in position
Like I was brought here to stop fear, defining my mission

I've got demons in the mirror
What do they see
I've got demons in the mirror
Oh they're lookin at me

Let me live or let me die, let me stop or let me ride
Let me fly or let me crash, let the demon steer the dash
Let me scratch, let me crawl, let me motha f*ckin roar
Let me fight, let me free, let me introduce the beast