Breaking Even - A Drafted Text (Never Sent) Lyrics

So now I'm gone
To you I am a ghost
You read your eulogy
And buried me like months ago Remember when we were such good friends
You couldn't find a picture of me you weren't in

Now Im just
Coldly confirming a fake
Friend's all I've had as of late
But now I

I'm tired
Of trying
To make excuses
Hoping you will change
I'm sorry
But I'm done
Feeling stupid
Hoping you will change

I don't deserve
I haven't heard a word
And I haven't seen your face Since what must have been like months ago
You got your space
And another group to play
And a new circle of best friends
That's not including me

All this is
Coldly confirming a fake Friend's all I've had as of late
But now I

I'm tired
Of trying
To make excuses
Hoping you will change
I'm sorry
But I'm done
Feeling stupid
Hoping you will change

I'm just hoping you will change
I'm just hoping you will change