break the fall - somewhere to begin Lyrics

Cold tea
Yesterdays news
Cup stains
I wrote what I knew
Now I know nothing at all
Empty pages covering the hall

A glimpse of your reflection
I can't reach through the glass
The crowd walks in one direction
You're the only one standing still

I know that we're the same
Somewhere on the way we've changed

In another world I'd be proud of who we are
Can't reach you cause you're to far away
I look for you in every stranger
That walks my way
In another life I'd be proud of who we are
Can't reach you
I need a distraction
Somewhere to begin

Red cup tells me that
"Old ways won't open new doors"
But I can't let them go

Blue ink is covering my hands
I'm staring at you
Tell me what to do

I know we're not the same
(We are not the same)
Don't know where we've changed
(Don't know where we've changed)

In another world I'd be proud of who we are
Can't reach you cause you're to far away
I look for you in every stranger
That walks my way
In another life I'd be proud of who we are
Can't reach you
I need a distraction
Somewhere to begin

In another world I'd be proud of who we are
Can't reach you cause you're to far away
I look for you in every stranger
That walks my way
In another life I'd be proud of who we are
Can't reach you
I need a distraction
Somewhere to begin
It's just a reflection
Of what could have been

Every time I have the courage to get up
You pull me back into the chair saying
I am not enough
(I am not enough)
You are the version of myself
That I adore and wanna end
I need to let you go
Become myself again
And the cup breaks
Into a thousand pieces
My hands are bleeding
I'm bleeding out who am I now

(The rain starts falling)
(The rain is falling)
(The rain keeps falling)
(Down, down, down)
I'm bleeding out who am I now
The rain keeps falling (down, down, down)
The rain keeps falling (down, down, down)
The rain keeps falling (down, down, down)
Meets me at the ground (down, down, down)
I am here now
The rain keeps falling (down, down, down)
The rain keeps falling (down, down, down)
The rain keeps falling (down, down, down)
Down, down, down
The rain keeps falling
The rain keeps falling
The rain keeps falling
On my skin
Is this my
Somewhere to begin