Breadhead11 - Epilepsy Lyrics

(I cant count the amount of time that I think I've cried recording this song or)
This life
(The amount of time I wished my life wasn't mine)

I feel like this life
Is just a dream
That I cant wake up from no time, no where, no how
I feel like this life is just a dream
Cause there are bigger and better things in life
Than me and you
You, you
I never told you so I put it in a song

I feel like this life Is just a dream
I didn't understand when I was 13
But now I know life isn't just a dream
Cause there are bigger and better things in life
Than me and you

My mama told me
I woke up in my mother's arms and she said
(911 please, please get here, Its an emergency)
She said son do you know what happened
(I don't know what happened, no- no- I- yes)
I said no, why would I
Why would I

I try to see
(Right now, Right now)
I try to see the bigger things in life
(Lord please help me, lord please)
I tried to breathe
I tried to scream
But there was no one that could save my life
(Except god)

Now I feel like life isn't just a dream
I still didn't understand when I was 17
Now I feel like life isn't just a dream
Cause I cant wake up from it even when it seems

I said mama
(Yes baby, yes)
Will I be alright
(Of course you will, of course you will, I know you will)
She said son one day I wont be in your life
And then I said mama
Please hold me tight
And then I said mama
(Yes lord)
Why cant I just sleep at night