How you made me feel Video (MV)

I have a habit of
Putting everyone around me first
I have a habit of
Silencing all of my own words
Feeling like a burden when I share my concerns
And you look at me like what I said was absurd
Yeah, absurd no woah
Two whole years of this back and forth
Just for a weekend to be ignored
Should have never have trusted the source
After what it did in New York
But I just kept believing
Everything you were saying
Hoped you weren't deceiving
But that's all you were conveying
Second-guessing my gut
And witnessing the outcome
That's how you make me feel
That's how you made me feel
That's how you made me feel
Yeah, after all these years
That's how you made me feel
You have a habit of
Coming and going in my life
You have a habit of
Doubling back, never thinking twice
Feeling so unimportant
Like your emotions dormant
And I can't seem to break through to you
Yeah, to you
I really tried to right my wrongs
But you'd never give me a second thought
I kept trying to work things out
Only to hear from you a week from now
How is that fair to me
Don't I deserve some courtesy
Especially when I have been so forgiving
It's my mistake for thinking
You'd be more considerate
To the girl you claim to care about
I don't believe in gender norms
But you shouldn't be inching me towards the door
Of the bar with your friends who seem to like me more
You should have your hand on the small of my back
Escorting me to the hotel
So we could bid our farewells
Felt like your personal buzzkill
Rando who can't take a hint
Just keeps on lingering
That's how you made me feel
That's how you made me feel
That's how you made me feel
Yeah, after all these years
That's how you made me feel
Oh woah yeah
Oh woah yeah
That's how you made me feel
That's how you made me
Feel