I drop too many tears all on the floor
People kick down my door
I seen to many people they turn fake
You can't trust that's for sure
Man I lost feelings for my girl
And yeah no she don't even know
I know i'll feel bad if I leave so I just leave the thing alone
I swear im tired of this shit
I gotta put my mind to rest
But I know I cant take no breaks I gotta put me to the test
Feels like Im standing on my own now
I gotta do this for myself
I gotta do this on my own because im too scared to find help
Because im too scared to find help
I know i love to live but sometimes i feel like life just feels like hell
And I get hurt so many times
I think I do it to myself
Why do I do this is it for the love or is it for the wealth
And I swear I try so hard just to make it through
And I know I did wrong in the past im sorry too
But I dont wanna be the one that has to bring you bad news
I took to many L's in life
I lost to many of my bros
I feel like I done hit rock bottom I might just sell all of my clothes
I know I see my momma trying sometimes I even see her crying
I promise Ima make it through
I swear im doing this for you