branmo_ - anywhere Lyrics

I find myself searching through the crowd, looking for a face I won't see
I find myself looking at the ground, if I look up I know you won't be anywhere around

I've tried to call you or text you best to leave it alone but I've gone through damn near all five stages of grief
And I've got a few places where I need to be. I've been checking with all of your favorite friends
When I ask them they say the same thing, it's a trend. And I say to myself, why did it have to end
If I could pick and choose I would do it again. Where we left things I think that I'm needing some closure
If we were to talk I would just want you closer. My boys they all tell me I'm chasing a ghost
But if God were to ask me who I love the most, I think that we already know what's the answer
To fix up my heart you need more than just plaster. I'd close up the book and then start a new chapter
I'd ask the whole world how I could move on faster but
I find myself searching through the crowd, looking for a face I won't see
I find myself looking at the ground, if I look up I know you won't be anywhere around

Anywhere around
Anywhere around
Anywhere around, around, around

Pick up your phone, I've been panicking. I've been dealing with distress but mismanaging
Now I'm calling up your house again, but why you make me look like this
Saying I've done spun around the block, it's my fifth time. When you said you stick around, was it all lies
It's one thing if you told me I'm the wrong guy, but you left and didn't tell me shit
I was just checking up on you, make sure I'm not tripping. I wish I saw it clearer but you blur my vision
Recently went through my phone and saw a number missing, how did I deserve all that
I don't tend to be the salty type, but when someone cuts you out you'd want an answer right
So I'm going out my way, trying to contact. Spending my days checking my phone for a call back
Missing the memories that we made I guess and all that. I guess stupid people fall fast. Seeing grey and missed the contrast. Look at the pain you caused to me, it was all bad
Memories in my cell phone make it difficult for me to even get past
Didn't think that I'd be all alone, God knows I didn't hear it in your tone or the words that you spoke we were making at home and I had real hope it would turn into something

I find myself searching through the crowd, looking for a face I won't see
I find myself looking at the ground, if I look up I know you won't be anywhere around

I've been alone since you up and left. Mama told me to stay strong and I've tried my best
If you think I'm moving on, take a second guess it's all been adding up on my stress
I walk around and see the places that we used to go. I see the sights that I love but now I don't know
Cause you were mine now you're not so it's difficult to even get up out of bed
Your mom she called me the other day, she was asking me what happened but I can't say
I didn't have the strength to tell her I got played. Lying through my teeth tell her I'm okay
So now I keep my head down. I wish I knew then but I know now
I know that I won't find you if I look checking around only to find everything you took