I still remember when I used to lie in bed and you were sleeping next to me
And I was looking at the roof to think of ways to tell you that it was done for me
To tell you the way I really feel
Even if there were some happy moments being the ideal couple
Planning dreams across the future, being crazy, planning how our perfect story tell
I wonder what was actually at the end
But after all I didn't really care at all
What was happening to us, I guess it could have been much worse
I know I broke your heart by not giving you my all
But please don't hold a grudge, I know I deserve the worst
Sometimes we were together and I was trying to give you all I had
But it was so hard to pretend that I was still in love with you
I know how bad I lied, the fact that I didn't even try
But giving you excuses, trying to hide the way I didn't want to be with you
Faking all the moments that we had just to make you be happy enough
The promise that I couldn't keep at all
But after all I didn't really care at all
What was happening to us, I guess it could have been much worse
I know I broke your heart by not giving you my all
But please don't hold a grudge, I know I deserve the worst
I deserve the worst
But after all, this song is not made for you
It's meant the other way around
It's made for you to use
To me, from you