Be Inspired Video (MV)

Im caught up in these iridescent waves of depression
Saw the moon go from full to crescent the warps inside my reflection
Remind me of imperfection
Remind me that im not present

Im deficient its submission that i give myself too
But who isnt self destructive locked inside of my room
Ive been missin severe condition i really dont move
In my system thoughts malacious tell me things i wont do

I know myself right nowww, i know theres a way outtt
Instead i sit here nowww, the thoughts become so loud

I know myself right nowww, i know theres a way outtt
Instead i sit here nowww, the thoughts become so loud

Drownin in sounddd, im in and im outtt
My head on the grounddd, my feet in the cloudsss
Thinkin abouttt, how i could get outtt
Dont matter nowww, cuz im still here now

I should've been dead by now...
Whenever that time does come...
Ive left this here for you...
To be inspired...

Dont let your inner villian start to begin to win
Im sippin penicillin to kill the evil thats deep within
I live a life of contradictions i preach but i do not listen
Wonder why i battle livin my wrist has many incisions

And i knowww that im not here for a longgg timeee
Waste my daysss in a mazeee but i really dont minddd
Cuz i hate myself and, i hate my lifeee
But i still tell myself, that everything is alright

I know myself right nowww, i know theres a way outtt
Instead i sit here nowww, the thoughts become so loud

I know myself right nowww, i know theres a way outtt
Instead i sit here nowww, the thoughts become so loud