Brandon Blume - Analyze This Lyrics

I remember the nights as a teen
I remember the times when I just had to scream
Unleashing the fury inside me at night
I felt all alone no voice in the night
I tried to be heard like a voice in a mic (can you hear me?)
Trying to speak but the words won't recite
Gasping for air but my burdens were heavy
While holding me down I tried to be steady
I fought and I fought but the baggage was heavy
I walked on the water but slowly I sank
I looked at the storm and started to blink
I took my eyes off the Saviour oh what was I thinking?
I ran to the smoking and doping and drinking
Cheating and feening for girls every season
I felt insecure my feelings were bleeding
I knew it was God all along I was needing

I was slain by the glance of a girl
I was chained by the pants on the hips of a girl
Her body was shaking and breaking my soul
Taking my morals and stealing my soul
My eyes were addicted to sex in a show
My eyes were conflicted while losing control
Staying up late thinking nobody knows
My pleasure was measured by girls in a robe
I treasured the pleasure even though I was told
Porn is a demon it's eating your soul
I tried to resist it I tried to be bold
She kept on persisting it made me so cold
While killing my faith and breaking my road
I sat in a pew she haunted my mind
She beat me and bruised me and left me to die
I saw all the girls in the back of my mind