Lost Boy Video (MV)

A lot of people telling me I'm doing well
Well, that makes one of us, I don't feel it
I don't even call my mom or dad no more
I just wanna close my door, I don't really wanna talk about it
This is what they meaning the top is not enough
Why am I unhappy when there's nothing going wrong
Lately I been by myself, I'm tryna find my wealth
Everywhere

Can we take a late night drive to seldon
I just need to clear what's in melon
Ever since my family moved' ta new town
And we started singing songs for big crowds
I wanna go back to days where you told me
I was your true friend, She she my only
Wanna go back to the beats in my bedrooms
Where nobody heard me, ain't nobody to hurt me

Now they wanna sing our songs like a symphony
But when I leave nobody remember me
And while I'm here, aint nobody is a friend to me
Leave it all behind, before I lose my mind
I wanna just stop chasing all the big time
When it feels like my life's on a thin line
Holding on everybody close to me
I wanna be the man that I'm sposed' to be

Lost Boy, I Am Not Lost

Feelin like I'm losing my way, ever since my family had to move far away
Ever since the music thing started to change
And I started to change, and I saw people change, around me
Tell me why my gurl is calling and I never answer
Feeling like I'm not enough, and I don't have the answers
Everybody looking like I got the cure for cancer
Used to feel no pressure when my family was my whole life
Remember they would take me down to disney
Every single friend all wished they with a me
I felt resentment in the third grade
By middle school that boy was hurting
But when good things happen how come it aint good
Should be happy for my friends just like I wished they would
For me, and you see
I am still learning to be honest with myself

Can we take a late night drive to seldon
I just need to clear what's in melon
Ever since my family moved' ta new town
And we started singing songs for big crowds
I wanna go back to days where you told me
I was your true friend, She she my only
Wanna go back to the beats in my bedrooms
Where nobody heard me, ain't nobody to hurt me

Now they wanna sing our songs like a symphony
But when I leave nobody remember me
And while I'm here, aint nobody is a friend to me
Leave it all behind, before I lose my mind
I wanna just stop chasing all the big time
When it feels like my life's on a thin line
Holding on everybody close to me
I wanna be the man that I'm sposed' to be

Lost Boy, I Am Not Lost