Boys Hits Car - A Letter From Prison Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder. Torn between my heart
Tore between my heart and my mind 
And I feel my body to see if I'm in
If I'm in tune with what I find 
But I don't know how to feel 
And I don't know what to feel 
Anymore 

Anymore

Want to feed on this indecision 
To many things something's different inside
I'm a boy who's so sick of searching 
Maybe there's a Heaven nearby 
So should I let these thoughts out ?
Or should I let you in ?
Its so easy to be alone 
Look within is, will I find home?
I just don't know 
How to feel 

Feel 
How to feel 
How to feel 
Feel 

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here 
Like I am stuck here and can't move 
I like to watch the sunsets, letting in the warm colors 
The warmth, it blinds the truth 
But I don't know how to feel 
And I don't know what to feel 
Anymore 

I keep on hurting myself 
Tearing off the skin I let it burn in the dirt.
Wanna unlearn what I've learned
Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts 
When we have something inside that no motherf*cker will touch 
No I won't think like you 
If I did what am I trying to prove 
I just don't know x4
I just don't know how to feel 
I just don't know what to feel 
Anymore