Boyojoy - Cold Shell (feat. Steve Harmony) Lyrics

Maybe I was meant to live another life
Maybe the path I'm taking is filled with demons
All around, they bring me down
I'm talking in my sleep I hear the sounds
I can't feel myself, wanna heal myself
Suicidal thoughts thinkin I wanna kill myself
More olanzapine, helps untie the knots
And I meditate escape outta my inner thoughts

Livin in a cold shell, cold shell
Cold shell, every day's like hell
It's not something I'm proud of try my best done get up out of
The sunken place that I'm livin in (In in in)

I'm afraid to go to sleep I feel paralysis
I try to outrun spirits every time I'm dreamin
All around they chase my down
I'm walkin in my sleep then I hit the ground
When I wake can't believe this is reality
The doctors tell me something's wrong with my mentality
If you walked up in my shoes maybe you would lose it too
"You can fill up your prescription doesn't mean that I will listen"

Livin in a cold shell, cold shell
Cold shell, every day's like hell
It's not something I'm proud of try my best done get up out of
The sunken place that I'm livin in (In in in)

Hearin' me call
Call to my soul, come fill this hole
Call
Call to my soul, come fill this hole
Mirror mirror mirror on the wall
Lookin at you it's obvious that you hate me
Tell me whatchu feelin' don't hold back I wanna hear it
Slowly disconnecting from my self

Livin in a cold shell, cold shell
Cold shell, every day's like hell
It's not something I'm proud of try my best done get up out of
The sunken place that I'm livin in (In in in)
Cold shell, cold shell
Cold shell, every day's like hell
It's not something I'm proud of try my best done get up out of
The sunken place that I'm livin in (In in in)