Born From Pain - That Cold January Evening Lyrics

I know it's over
Deep down I know it
But how can it really be over
When our souls are so intertwined
Half of you is half of me
Half of me is half of you
Our story can't be over
Because if it is then what am I doing here
Living without you is like living without a heart
It's impossible - I refuse

One day I will hold your hand again
And kiss your forehead
I will feel the warmth of being loved by you
My heart will race the same way it did when I was 16
I have to hold onto hope
If I have any chance of surviving
I still remember it like it was yesterday
Our first kiss on that cold January evening
I didn't know what i was doing
But I knew I wanted to be doing it with you
I remember all the subsequent kisses
At that very same spot
And the mockery that came with it
But it was a beautiful mockery
The kind of playful bullying
Of two people madly in love
Love is like a gun
Powerful enough to kill you
But in the right hands
It will always keep you safe

Your childhood bedroom
The story of how you got here
Everything you love about yourself
And everything you hate
It all blends together to me
Because I love every single detail about you