I say things I shouldn't say
For what feels like every day
I do things when people say
Don't go on you'll hurt yourself
And still I find a way
Searching endlessly for sleep
Just to wake up feeling dead
When I look at my reflection
I only see a failure
And it's not just in my head anymore
I don't want to go to work
I can't even leave my bed
I can't make it through this week
I hate my dreams are dreams
I only want what's out of reach
They say I'm not good enough
To enjoy the things I've got
The can push me down and say
Don't go on you'll break down
Everything we've built and still I find a way
Still I find a way to break it down