I've lost that rhythm
That rhythm to dance
I've lost all desire of safety and romance
I haven't felt so pleasant lately
Wreck my head
No poetry in motion. Just hopeless emotion
Wreck my head
If there's anyway of saving me, here's your last chance
I don't get what I want
I don't get what I need
The pleasure of touch is a ravenous need
I've dulled down my pen
I've sharpened my knife
I've broken my fingers because it feels right
Is it something in me?
A wavering dream?
The boundaries of love get lost in the scheme
Will I awake from these night terror shakes?
Raise up my head to this goddamn blinding light
Hellbent on loneliness
I wish I could give you the depth of the situation, but I'm only scratching the surface here. I'm actually a very compassionate man but the thought of being happy makes me want to kill myself
It's a medicine I need, but can't seem to stomach. I'm running out of options. So give me the cure because the thought of being happy makes me want to kill myself
Death's in my bones
It's where I feel at home
Death's in my bones
It's where I always feel the least alone
This is not a test
This is code red at best.