Bonje in Yurt - Portrayal of Illusion Lyrics

I wake up, pure as a child
Though my eye sneaks around
At the corpses on the floor tiled
And the painting stares back at me
Like a mother with chaste love defiled
I brought storms in many
Don't yo know youth is like a demon
The souls of many for keeping

One that always looses it's way
Portrayal of illusion
I praise in you

The eye of glass to whom al surrenders
The thin conscience of spider webs
The heart that melts in coldest greys
The smile in vain

And with the sun the youth is gone
At least in my old soul
In rage I'll merry until dawn
To see if I lose my shine
You keep me away from all the passing years
But now I see
How the filth is coming back to me
And always kill me

One that always looses it's way
Portrayal of illusion
I dispise in you

The eye of glass to whom al surrenders
The thin conscience of spider webs
The heart that melts in coldest greys
The smile in vain