All in my head, lying in bed thinking about you
Feeling regret, was it something I said, no
And I can't get to sleep, no, I'm lonely without you
All the things that we feel were left unsaid
Just like the taste of gin on my tongue
You make me numb but I'm slowly fading
You breathe the air out of my lungs
You give me life but I am suffocating
I'm suffocating
Always the same, taking the blame, just an illusion
You're in my veins, all of the pain, oh
And every time we talk, yeah, it leads to confusion
All the things that we do seem like a game
Just like the taste of gin on my tongue
You make me numb but I'm slowly fading
You breathe the air out of my lungs
You give me life but I am suffocating
I'm suffocating
You always haunt me, you're my ghost, you're my ghost (you're my ghost)
You're the one I need the most, need the most
But every time that we get close, we get close
You give me life but I am suffocating
I'm suffocating
Suffocating
Suffocating
Uh I'm fading, fading