Blue Skies Video (MV)

I'll spend the majority of this twenty hour drive
Trying but failing not to miss you
But I'll break character at every rest stop along the way
'Cause I'm not that strong yet
I tell myself to turn around my dog is barking but I'm out of town
I'll pretend I cannot hear her

I miss the friends that I made
I miss my band and the shows that we played
I miss waking up not all by myself
I miss that town that I swore that I hate
A magnetic vacuum that I could not escape
A picket white fence around both our mistakes

Instead of our crooked house on hill
With slanted doorways we cannot fill
With all our vacancies
Now your punching up for security
Level housing, stability
Things that I could not provide to you
While I'm scratching by to get around
Trying desperately to make a sound
And have any body hear it

I miss the Wednesdays we drank till we died
Pack another bowl for the one hundredth time
I slide into bed with just you at my side
I miss the trains that howl through the night
Any dumb excuse another reason to fight
I'm starting to think
I may have f*cked this all up

If I were a computer
I'd stop following these prompts
If I were a computer
Well then I'd turn myself off

I miss the friends that I made
I miss my band and the shows that we played
I miss waking up not all by myself
I miss that town that I swore that I hate
A magnetic vacuum that I cannot escape
A picket white fence around both our mistakes