BoldBeats - Understand Me Lyrics

I love way too hard, that's why I cannot do attachments
Relieve my pain with pressure, turn my problems into ashes
Fake smiles in front of public's eye, I'm probably full of sadness
Nobody really died, just had to put em in a past tense
Lately it feel like my mind is full of madness
I can't trust nobody, been betrayed and been abandoned
Now they wanna call me, but I'm not obliged to answer
Till you feel that feeling, I was feeling and you wouldn't understand me
I done seen some shit that you couldn't imagine
And I done been through shit that ain't for bragging
Need a gold medal, way the phone was somersaultin', hitting back flips
They ask me who I knew, I shrug my shoulders, y'all be tattlin'
I had to find myself and make the peace if we gon' live together
Immortal soul, but I know that this shell isn't gon' live forever
All that bullshit's for the birds that flock with different feathers
I'm thanking God for how I'm living, I don't need confessions
I'm feeling how I feel, no longer feel the need to say I'm sorry
I told you once before, I'm not a body, that's for everybody
Ain't susceptible to f*ck with people, I'm just being honest
I made it this far by my doly, why I need a posse
I love way too hard, that's why I cannot do attachments
Relieve my pain with pressure, turn my problems into ashes
Fake smiles in front of public's eye, I'm probably full of sadness
Nobody really died, just had to put em in a past tense
Lately it feel like my mind is full of madness
I can't trust nobody, been betrayed and been abandoned
Now they wanna call me, but I'm not obliged to answer
Till you feel that feeling, I was feeling and you wouldn't understand me