Bokito - Better at Getting Worse Lyrics

Rewiring a worrying mind
Tryna turn my blind rage
Into something more defined
And I never come down and I never come down
From this tree here
Lookin down on and from all of ye
And I never let go and
I never let go
To this feeling
When you think I'm healing
I'm not
And the list gets long
But the fuze is short
But it stretches on
Until I get through work
So I bite my tongue
And I clench my fists
And so I keep this up
(keep this until)
Until I get the gist
Everybody thinks I'm better
But really I'm just better
Better at getting worse
Holding down what I've been holding back
Trying to make implosions
Of an explosive attack
And I'll never break down
And I'll never breAk down
To these people
That it's creeped on me again
And I never escape
I never escape
This feeling
That my masks peeling so more
And the list gets long
But the fuse is short
But it stretches on
Until I get through work
So I bite my tongue
And I clench my fists
And so I keep this up
(keep this until)
Until I get the gist
Everybody thinks I'm better
But really I'm just better
Better at getting worse
I fight my side
Keeping myself from drowning
Keeping my head above the sea
I fight my mind
Keeping myself from caving
Keeping myself from making scenes
I know what I've been doing every time
But I'm keeping my self from breaking
Keeping myself from breaking free
I'm keeping myself back
I'm keeping myself from me
I've kept it long enough
And the list gets long
But the fuse is short
But it stretches on
Until I get through work
So I bite my tongue
And I clench my fists
And so I keep this up
(keep this until)
Until I get the gist
Everybody thinks I'm better
But really I'm just better
Better at getting worse