Bohdi - Lovely Lyrics

It's early
And I'm coming out of a weird dream
It's early
And I keep forgetting how I do things
It's early
And I'm contemplating getting back in bed
It's early
There's too many voices swirling in my head
But I'm moving and I'm moving and I keep on
Take a glance at my reflection, the magic gone
I can't see my good and I don't seem too fun
Just another bleary day under the blaring sun
So I walk outside and I fix my hat
And I hate my mind so it hates right back
I hope I find light through the cracks
Dark in the light, snoozing through the

Yesterday was a hard day, shit laid where it lay
Memories of old injustices came play-by-play
That dream last night, that was one big hit
From a subconscious tryna break into the rest of my shit
Breaking into my mind, breaking lock and key
I keep the focus outside and try not to see
Yesterday I had a nervous breakdown
Like man, are they really that much better than me?
Well, I don't know but I guess I'll find out
I'm really going far don't try to mess with my time now
Come meet me at the bar, see I've raised it so climb now
Think I was gonna roll over just to let you tie me down?
Think again, better yet mull it over
While you rest all of your laurels
Just put a shot in a soda
Just put a pound in a pipe
Put a rock in a holster
Put your faith in my life
Put your doubt on a coaster
So you don't get it all over my mahogany
Man my mind so rich but doesn't waste it all on the therapy
Dress it in a sweater fit on top of designer jeans
Forget all my problems let them hang over Damocles
Watch me walk away and see the blade as it follows me
Come take a walk with me all over my property
Come learn what it's like to be a walking anomaly
Maybe we drop it all and decide just to let it be a