Castle in the Tree Video (MV)

I'm just sitting on my phone like
I'm just sitting home alone like
Why she ringing up my phone all night?
Why she ringing up my phone all night?
I'm just sitting on my phone like
I'm just sitting home alone like
Why she ringing up my phone all night?
Why she ringing up my phone all night?

Floating on the shore
Reflection on the floor
See the dark inside my mind and my eyes are looking sore
And you tell me that you hate me I ain't loving anymore
Flowers and my love the only thing I can afford yeah
A dragon boy with a broken soul yeah
He'll hate himself even when he's old
Yeah
A lonely king on a bloody throne
Yeah
It's all the same and he should've known
Yeah
I don't really think that I'm okay
But I'll say I'm fine anyway
Can all this pain just go away
I'm pouring the wine till I'm insane
My problems got me I'm deranged
Only got lead inside my brain
My demons make me feel something
Only got notes but I want change
Looking up above I see a castle in the sky
Hurts to think about you sleeping with another guy
Another wave of pain and now it's dripping down my eyes
Tell me you don't love him but it's just another lie
Looking at the mirror someone I don't recognise
See a boy who ain't got nothing but the demon by his side
I ain't really nothing but I'm something when I try
I'll give it all I got and if I fail suicide

Yeah If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my eyes
I'm nothing but I try
If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my lies
I'm nothing when I die
Yeah If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my eyes
I'm nothing but I try
If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my lies
I'm nothing when I die

Sometimes I'm thinking about all the places I've been
All the faces I've seen
Yet I feel so alone
I'm so far from my home
So I pick myself up
When I crumble like stone
I'm feeling so off
But you turn me on
Like Phoenix I'm right
But feeling so wrong
I'm feeling so lost
It's part of my song
I'm always outcast
Is where I belong
Said I don't know where the road goes
Think it ends pretty bloody but I don't know
Think it gets pretty sunny yeah I hope so
When it gets pretty muddy take a photo
Cos I'm gone remember the pain and the struggle
So much depression had my feelings muddled
Brain wrapped in riddles I'm feeling befuddled
I just need your girl in bed for a cuddle
I just wanna live inside my castle in the tree
Live inside my mind a life that's made of fantasy
Kill myself tomorrow find my body full of bees
I ain't made of honey but the money looking sweet
Yeah, yeah the bunnies look at me
Tails in the air when the stare at the G
Going at it like the rabbits when she wears it for me
Faking that she loved me and I ain't skip a beat

All I really want suicide
All I really want let me die
All I really want when I cry
All I really want never lie
I don't got love and I know it
I don't got hope and I know it
Pour me a glass and I'm woeing
6 ft the grave that I'm showing
Sip till I'm dead now I'm slowing
Yeah yeah

Yeah If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my eyes
I'm nothing but I try
If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my lies
I'm nothing when I die
Yeah If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my eyes
I'm nothing but I try
If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my lies
I'm nothing when I die
Yeah If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my eyes
I'm nothing but I try
If I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Yeah if I fail suicide
Look into my lies
I'm nothing when I die
All I really want suicide
All I really want let me die
All I really want when I cry
All I really want never lie
I don't got love and I know it
I don't got hope and I know it
Pour me a glass and I'm woeing
6 ft the grave that I'm showing
Sip till I'm dead now I'm slowing
All I really want suicide
All I really want let me die
All I really want when I cry
All I really want never lie
I don't got love and I know it
I don't got hope and I know it
Pour me a glass and I'm woeing
6 ft the grave that I'm showing
Sip till I'm dead now I'm slowing