BOEL - Loving him is like Lyrics

Knowing deep he'll never stay
Yet I push the pain away
My heart is bleeding but I don't wanna go
I ask questions but I don't wanna know

Hard to put my heart out once it's lit
All it takes to beat is a little bit
Yeah I know he's out of reach
When no one hears my heart's beseech

So vague but I can almost touch it
I feel it so much and so close
Loving him is like

Give my all and when I'm none
He comes back and says "Hun,
I'm yours, what are you waiting for?"
For you to come back so I can have more

So vague but I can almost touch it
I feel it so much and so close
Loving him is like

I keep wondering what I'm doing this for
When it hurts I always come back for more
Always known he'd never be mine
I'm in love with a f*cking lie

So vague but I can almost touch it
I feel it so much and so close
Loving him is like

Says "Hun, I'm yours,
What are you waiting for?"
For you to come back
So I can have more

So vague but I can almost touch it
I feel it so much and so close
Loving him is like