Bobby James - Daddy Issues Lyrics

Ugh tell me what the mood like
Drown in my emotions you know pisces my moon sign
Acting like a dog I be barking at the moonlight
I hit her up for head just so I can get my mood right
Still I rise I kill my pride
Hoping they don't kill my vibe
I'm insecure I live in fear thats how I feel inside
Nobody care nobody love me how I feel inside
Sometimes I feel inside
Like I'm just another Nigga
Black man in the system
Love the money and the power and the drugs and the women
Not to mention
All the pussy thats a given
I let it take a hold of me I always play the victim
I be acting out I just improvise f*ck a script
Because when you slipping who gone help you with your grip shit
I need a hug and kiss from Dad
We need to politic and laugh
Because his apple ain't that far from the tree and thats a fact
I got my Dad on my mind I need my Dad in my life
I need my Dad to open up like its his last sacrifice
I need my Dad to teach me something about himself feed me something
So I can pass it on I pray he don't leave with nothing
I need my Dad on the side of me
His DNA inside of me
Im his son his prodigy I'm your son your prodigy
Want you to be proud of me
Want you to be proud of me
Like one day you'll be proud of me look
Man I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
Man I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
Issues issues issues ugh ugh ugh
Man I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
Issues ugh ugh
Issues ugh huh
Issues issues issues issues
Aye look my dad ain't have no dad he doing better than his dad did
I can't find no empathy no wonder why I ad-lib
The fact I'm 32 and on my mama couch
Sleeping out the car too to be proud of your son I know it's hard to
Treat life like a cartoon I'm simple minded
Heart moving gentrify it thoughts from a gentle giant
Wonder if you ever see me clearly ever listen get my vision
When I try to get close but we always end up distant
Got some friends who don't got a dad or father figures
My father was in the picture my father is everything he missing
Because you taught me how to ride a bike for that ima ride for life
Blessed and highly favored when I look into the sky at night
Although I don't see eye to eye to you I always idolized
Daddy issues left to many traumatized
This little light of mine
I'm let it shine
And we gone make it shine look
Man I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
Issues ugh huh issues ugh ugh
I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
Issues ugh huh
Issues ugh ugh
Issues issues issues issues
What its like to be a Dad
I pray one day I know
I pray that we can heal
I pray that we can grow
Me and you alike and all that likeness that I show
Put me and you at odds I think its odd that we don't know
I wish God made a blueprint on how to do this
I mean connecting with my Dad always on my to do list
I try and put my pride aside if I express whats hiding deep inside
Get it off my chest I must confess I been living lies
I thought I wasn't good enough for you
I say that truthfully
Insecurities passed down look what it do to me
I know your Dad left you when he left he took your point of view
Know that when I look into the mirror all I see is you
A boy to a man I know you my biggest fan
I know my confidence cant come from you I got to look within
I could never meet your expectations
Say that with an exclamation
Be the man I always want to be I'm never hesitating
About time that I'm trusting myself
I got love for myself I'm enough for myself
Self love self care I know whats up with myself
No doubt no fear I know whats up with myself
I cant wait to be a Dad and be a family man
Loading up the family van
Kisses and hugs they go hand and hand
Show me how to be a Dad Love me unconditional
And show me how to lead with that I love you unconditional
Got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
My dad got daddy issues thought he'd never have them issues
We got daddy issues thought we'd never have them issues
Issues issues issues issues
Man I got daddy issues thought i'd never have them issues
My dad got daddy issues thought he'd never have them issues
We got daddy issues thought we'd never have them issues
He do I do we do what we do love