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Man f*ck you
I woke up with a million thoughts in my head
Telling me the things I should've said
I wonder if its late but not too late
I'm never gonna be afraid
Gunshots in my chest but it's alright
Making my way through the night
I'm losing my brain when I'm swimming in this misery lake
Drinking bleech got me psyched (Psyched)
I feel too much and I get high
I'm lost inside my mind
F*cking tired of my pride
Lord forgive me for the things I've done
I've never meant to hurt no one
Still wanna live and not survive
Is life a myth or a magical mystery?
Cause all I see is worthless luxury
We're blinded by sugarcoated lies, Why?
Open your goddamn eyes, We're somehow dead inside
And I've been swallowing my pride, Complain about living everynight
Jumping off the cliff but I can't die (Die)
I feel too much and I get high
I'm lost inside my mind
F*cking tired of my pride
Lord forgive me for the things I've done
I've never meant to hurt no one
Still wanna live and not survive
All my life I've been roaming around in all the wrong places
I've murder on my mind (F*ck)
Oh tonight I'm unstoppable
A lion's f*cking heart combined with the body of a wolf
Tryna live and not survive
Tryna live and not survive
Tryna live and not survive
Tryna live and not survive
Tryna live and not survive
I've been trying to live and not survive