Blxck Shxggy - Self Esteem (feat. RawbertRaps & J-Pegs the Legend) Lyrics

I see the light and its shining
As I walk closer, I'm blinded
I'm at my lightest
If I float into the sky, it's alright what I'm doing is
Better than dying
I am ascending, no more pretending
God in a human skin
I know that Jesus offended
But f*ck it, I find a rule and I bend it
Big brodie just told me to send it
I leave em blended, bullet holes in my setlist
They want me to end it, but I'm endless, Rockstar
Cocaine on the broken mirror
I think that my time is near
I'm the pioneer, follow my lead, it's okay, don't hide in fear
Just be yourself, I'm a psychopath
I'm off the shelf
I put my head inside a belt before I lose my life to someone else
F*ck how you felt, if he be subbin
I give him that melt
I be like Plankton, I just be chasin the formula, I want the wealth
F*ckin with me that shit bad for your health
I'm in your head on top of your brain jumping and bumping myself
Hoe, I think that I'm doper than hell
You think you're doper, but hell no
I smoke me a fatty all by myself Ion even trust my own cellphone
I'm a bright light in this hell hole
But Ion even love myself, hoe

Feel like I don't ever lack
Every action gets a reaction, tell me how I'm finna act
They say the game is dead, we been actin how widows act
Comin out at night, cuz you know wolves been in packs
Doin shit my way
I had to gas myself up to get out of the driveway
I was in my own head but I got out of that mind frame
Now I don't play mind games, one of those kiss yo ass goodbye days
Who these days is genuine
The type seeing you movin and hope you finna win
Then win again, then three times
If I could do it again, I'd build myself up fore I rewind
And that's real

Gotta boost my self-esteem
Gotta be all I can be
Gotta be all they can see
That's all everybody needs

What I got to be humble for
I been paid my dues, I was mopping floors
I was serving tables, I been broke and bored
I had to grow in this, I wasn't ever born
With a silver spoon in my mouth
Ain't nothing paved for me
Ain't no road safe, I doubt
If you walked a mile in my off brands
You woulda made it out
I'm well favored now
People recognize the years, put into it
Working on the craft, meditate secluded
Where I met the Truth, Shadow trained me stupid
I became a beast, taking beats and bruise em
Got a reputation, my name's abusive
Imma take your song, and recreate its usage
Every feature's lit, it's like Satan's music
All producer's favorite, gotcha playlist humid
Cuz I get it hot like ain't nobody can
And I been tagging rappers in a body bag
And all that humble talk, was only for the Gram
I'm wanting all the smoke and you want autographs
I'm here to better everybody
Step it up
When I get on a beat, you bet I'll mess it up
And ain't no mercy either, not gon dress it up
I'm here to dominate, and make you fall like ref bumps

Gotta boost my self-esteem
Gotta be all I can be
Gotta be all they can see
That's all everybody needs

Even friends of mine are competition
Viewing everybody as potential victims
Difference is, I know they're dope and want the same
And willing
While the rest of y'all are garbage in comparison